"Why is this such an issue for you? What the hell happened to you Aden?"
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"I am not claiming I'm a hero. Hell, I'm not even a good person, I have never fucking claimed to be. The one who is acting all high and mighty is you!" She growls right back.
"Why is this such an issue for you? What the hell happened to you Aden?"
"Why is this such an issue for you? What the hell happened to you Aden?"
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"Nothing a pompous, sheltered, little heiress will every know!" Aden shouts back.
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"Of course I won't fucking know! You say you don't want to talk about your past, and yet you let yourself be consumed by it! You shut everyone out and then get pissed when they don't magically fucking know what it is you want and need!"
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Against his will, Sloan arches up to lift his ass from the desk and Vasani snatches the papers out from under him. "Thanks, pet."
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Aden violently grabs Susan and roughly shoves her into a wall, holding her in place. He glares down at her, his breaths are ragged and short, and he seems to be barely able to hold himself back. "How do you fucking except me to think you will understand?" he growls out through gritted teeth.
"What would you fucking know what it's like to be beaten on a daily bases because some shit needs to feel powerful? How would fucking know what it's like to be starved and forced to watch some fat ass waste food and then be forced to eat crumbs off the floor that don't even sedate the pains of hunger and then get beaten afterwards? What the fuck do you know what it's like to have no power and your screams of no mean nothing? To be nothing more than a play thing to be tossed aside because some high and mighty fat ass has grown bored of you?"
He slams the wall just above Susan's head. "What the fuck do you know?" he screams at her.
"What would you fucking know what it's like to be beaten on a daily bases because some shit needs to feel powerful? How would fucking know what it's like to be starved and forced to watch some fat ass waste food and then be forced to eat crumbs off the floor that don't even sedate the pains of hunger and then get beaten afterwards? What the fuck do you know what it's like to have no power and your screams of no mean nothing? To be nothing more than a play thing to be tossed aside because some high and mighty fat ass has grown bored of you?"
He slams the wall just above Susan's head. "What the fuck do you know?" he screams at her.
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Susan flinches in slight pain at the force with which she is shoved against the wall. She listens to his tirade with wide eyes pulling him into a tight hug when he is finished.
"You are right. I don't know, I can never know or truly understand that pain or what you went through." She says still holding him tightly. "I am sorry. I am sorry for your past. I am sorry that him being here forced you to remember that. And I am sorry that I am at least partially responsible for his presence being repeatedly forced upon you. I am so sorry, Aden."
"You are right. I don't know, I can never know or truly understand that pain or what you went through." She says still holding him tightly. "I am sorry. I am sorry for your past. I am sorry that him being here forced you to remember that. And I am sorry that I am at least partially responsible for his presence being repeatedly forced upon you. I am so sorry, Aden."
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Aden struggles at first to free himself but makes no real effort to push Susan off. Quickly he accepts her hug and doesn't move. He silently takes deep breaths to control his anger.
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"Really now, love? Are you going to do paper work with a guest on your ship?" Sloan reached out to snatch the paper from her hand.
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Vasani holds the papers away from him with a smirk. "What else would you like to do then?"
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Stubbornly, Susan maintains the hug.
"I'm an idiot." She murmurs hugging him tighter.
"I know this doesn't make things better. But, I will keep him away from you, I swear it."
"I'm an idiot." She murmurs hugging him tighter.
"I know this doesn't make things better. But, I will keep him away from you, I swear it."
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A sigh escapes Aden. Having some difficulty he manages to tear Susan off of him and hold her at arms length. "It's fine," he says ever so quietly, "It's fine."
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"No." She replies staring at him seriously. "It is not."
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"Of course it's not," Aden responded tiredly, "but it's not your burden."
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"Perhaps not, but I'd like to find some way to help you with it." She replies solemnly.
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"I would go back and bother the other two. They have a bigger reaction to my presence. You are far to calm for me to tease." He brushed his bangs from his face and looked around her room for a safe or anything to break into.
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"Forgetting about it is best," Aden says as he picks up his bag and heads towards his room.
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"It isn't that simple though, is it? If you could forget you would have done so by now." She murmurs as he starts to walk away.
"Aden." She says following at a distance behind him. "Please don't hate me."
"Aden." She says following at a distance behind him. "Please don't hate me."
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"I just haven't found out a way to truly forget yet," he says from over his shoulder but never looks back.
At Susan's request he stops in his tracks. "...I don't hate you..." He rubs a hand over his eyes. "I'm just tired."
At Susan's request he stops in his tracks. "...I don't hate you..." He rubs a hand over his eyes. "I'm just tired."
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Xhiero/Val wrote:"I would go back and bother the other two. They have a bigger reaction to my presence. You are far to calm for me to tease." He brushed his bangs from his face and looked around her room for a safe or anything to break into.
At a glance Vasani's quarters seems, for the lack of a better term, organized chaos. Sloan doesn't see any obvious chests or safes laying around, but since Vasani's a rogue, it's not exactly surprising that she wouldn't leave her loot out in plain sight.
Vasani throws back her head and laughs, "Wow, it's not often I'm called calm. Come to think of it, I don't think I've ever been called that."
She reins in her laughter and shakes her head. "If you want to go back to the other ship, by all means. I'm not holding you here."
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At this Susan grins and hugs Aden from behind.
"I am a bit perplexed by how relieved I am to hear you say that." She muses resting her head against his back.
Releasing him, she steps away.
"Get some rest, Aden.... Oh... And don't ever tell anybody I hugged someone." She says as she allows him to continue his walk.
"Call me if you need help. I will come."
"I am a bit perplexed by how relieved I am to hear you say that." She muses resting her head against his back.
Releasing him, she steps away.
"Get some rest, Aden.... Oh... And don't ever tell anybody I hugged someone." She says as she allows him to continue his walk.
"Call me if you need help. I will come."
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Aden turns around to look at Susan all perplexed. "You've been hugging me a lot and even hugged Muscles. Why am I suddenly not allowed to tell anyone?" he asks in a tone that would make one think that his earlier outburst had never happened.
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"I wasn't in my right mind when I hugged Azazel." Susan replies with a shrug. "And it is different with you guys because... you're my friends... God, I have friends that is so weird to think about... I cannot have regular people knowing that I sometimes employ hugs, it would totally ruin my image."
She is quite surprised by his change in tone, but decides that it would be better to allow him to change the subject if he so wished.
She is quite surprised by his change in tone, but decides that it would be better to allow him to change the subject if he so wished.